mildlyphycotic

should i put up with the hurt? Or should i jsut leave, i hate the feeling like im no better than dirt, i feel like a little lost doe,       the pain of stress has set,                   and i bet,                          if i let, one person see my hurt, see me cry theyll think im weak, thatll be the end of it, the end of me, just go away let me be, god i wish i could be free, free from pain, free from hurt, free from everything, but then...then i need to leave...

whishing you did something that you didn't, or maybe something you didnt do that wanted to,             could've                      should've                              would've but didn't now it want it more than ever and you cant have it or him or her, saying to yourself, "i wish  i did this or that" but now its too late if you changes that one thing you wouldnt have regret in your heart... how do you know if you have regret? a sinking feeling in your heart and soul so heavy to walk, you cant control your thoughts, so heavy to walk... regret.

i fear the end is near, and for some it comes faster than others you confided in me but i dont know if i tell i leave my word but in doing so i may save your life i feel rotten, like shit really but it may be better for your sake dont be mad at me i dont need to lose someone else i fear the end is here.

i cant believe it, it finally happened, all of a sudden, spur of the moment, smiling, crying [on the inside,] so many emotions race through my mind at once, i thought id regret i, but i dont, im glad this happened, thinking of you and that moment in life,] i truely entered womanhood as you entered me, the only word that comes to mind is, beautiful, though it wasnt what i totally expected, no candles, and not my wedding night.... it was all made up for just because you were my first time.

the sun sets on another day, with your body on mine the warmth is wonderful, you tell me, "this is our sun" this is a fairytale, we leave and start to walk for home. you hold my hand as we come to the end of the bend, this is a fairytale that wont ever end i love you so much, you drop your keys in the middle of the road you stop as i go and just as you stand a car hits you and you land! FACE DOWN i scream and rush over "NO NO IT CANT BE'' i love you this is our fairytale, it cant end i turn your body over as blood rushes out of your oricfices "its ok, your going to be fine baby" i cry out "no....its...its over" you wis

so soon we live, so fast we die, why?                 why do we love?                                  why do we hate? why you,       why me,            why them,                    why now,                           why then? to spend each day of our lives pondering "why" is foolish. in chess we have pawns, rooks, knights, and queens among others.             well, think of it this way. Rooks are our bodies and minds, so strong and yet so fragile at the same time, Knights are our souls, fighters to the death to keep our pride...                  then there is the Queen.... well first remember we are the Pawns, bu

windows to the soul, and fires coal, looking at you searching deep then telling you to take a leap, the twinkle in 'em, as the lights dim, its then you realize it was all a dream its great, you beam, so joyish looking at things in a new light, everything's twice as bright, twice as beautiful, through your eyes when you look into his, you see his soul and he sees yours, prue and true... windows to the soul, and fires coal

his lips complement his face, like a wedding dress with lace, perfectly pink,       totally kissable,                never dismissible, those lips are never chapped, they dont overlap. his lips, they are the key, one day they will be all for me... that day has come and i have become gleesome,           of this man i think i can,                              love him but i'm scared, if i bared...my soul,                    he'll slap my heart in a bowl, and eat it, so for now i will be thinking of him and those lips...

my heart beats fast, so fast that i cant think,                 my mind races with thoughts, just leave me alone!                   DEMONS, GO, BE GONE, JUST LEAVE! i cant talk, i cant walk,                                i cant even move, i just lay there waiting, waiting for you to dissapate so then i can breathe, you act like as if i dont matter, how, how have i lasted this long? why has God not called for me to come to the light yet?                          not even Satin has hissed my name for me to come trudging down the the reaches of the dark smoldering path that is Hell, can anyone answer me? can you hear me? d

20 years have a I walked, weapt and laughed, loved and lost, lost in love, I have changed, for the good, for the better, in sadening ways, through troubled days, asking not for the love, but the reasons, not all from above, I embrace your words, kind and caring, cold and away, nothing i can do, will make you stay, say it one more time, I love you, with a shine. Strong is the will, of which must grow, the love, the bond, the featherless pillow, pills for the pain only gets me so far, dead to listen, confusion, not knowing where you are, baby no more tears, we shed them to much, I guess our love is not enough, I

Gather round my little ones for a tale twice as old about a furry little hero whos heart was thrice as bold teeth were sharp as razors and the strength of men ten fold could stand against a tazer while you poke him in the balls, with all the books from all the shelves could you guess this warriors name or from a picture painting even could you know this soldiers mane he's Harry Pig of the piglet clan his name reads loud and true but you know what if you pick him up he'll go potty all over you.

She glanced about, feeling separated from him, the man who her heart belonged to, the love of her life, but an instant later, a dark shadow flitted across her vision, almost teasingly, a tantalising glimpse of something else, then a pair of arms encircled her waist, gently and lovingly, and a voice murmured in her ear, "Miss me?" "Of course I did," She replied, a lilting laugh in her voice. Lips brushed her ear softly, and she turned in the man's embrace, and lightly kissed his lips, feeling the warm tang of him, the indefinable presence and essence of him. She could see warmth and love dancing in his eyes, those steel blue eyes that pierc

On this morning of mornings, I ask not to wake, for the pain overtakes me, and it's hurt I cannot shake, I remember your voice, no other in the world, it calmed me like a drug, the mother of pearl, I remember the words, sung not spoken, silver bells, shattered hells, a heart not broken, I remember the laugh, a joy from above, it caressed my rough skin, like the kiss of a dove, it brought me higher, to the skies above, and set me back down, a cloud full of love, I remember the tears, of the little girl inside, always asking for the answers, but not afraid to hide, a girl with a fist, and a heart full of a pride, I re

Alone I stand, under the whispering willow, the tears of it's time, make for a comforting pillow, with the hope of thy life, I stand one more day, to walk stronger against danger, and in no other way, forgive me, my love, and kiss my worried soul, cleanse it of the wickeds taint, and fill my heart a whole, caress my skin, so hard and so dry, make it smooth again, I forbid you to lie, about the dreams of my mind, and the horrors I have seen, of a most evilish kind, but if you grant me one wish, on this most glorious day, I would fall in love with you, in the most spectacular of ways.